ABSTRACT
End-of-life care changed during the COVID-19 pandemic, and the previous prevailing hospice philosophy and essential values of hospice care were suddenly under pressure. The aim was to explore hospice nurses' lived experience of providing end-of-life care to patients admitted in an out-hospital hospice setting during the COVID-19 pandemic. Data consist of 10 individual in-depth interviews of hospice nurses. A purposive sampling strategy was used, and the data collection and analysis was guided by a descriptive phenomenology. Providing end-of-life care was described through an existential dimension and a practical-related dimension. The pandemic and the ensuing constraints created an unfamiliar gap, triggering insecurity and unfamiliarity within nursing. Findings are elaborated in the following constituents: being a hospice nurse and providing end-of-life care. The latter constituent was further elucidated in additional perspectives: a new job position and bending the rules. Providing end-of-life care during the COVID-19 regime was a highly challenging and distressing experience due to the coercion of maintaining rules and restrictions as well as providing care. An experience of having to reinvent and work within a new agenda was present. Furthermore, the nurses experienced significant loss of job satisfaction and may be morally injured as well as highly exposed to secondary traumatization.